Skizofrenia

Dear Beloved,
I hope you know,
When time passed for the moment,
This memory of you,
All of this hope,
Were just for nothing,
Is this everything you ever wanted?
When everything was reality,
Just turn into tragedy,
The feeling of hatred fills He's heart once again,
He will never see the light anymore,
This time no one can save Him.
He's was once a nice boy,
But then too many brokenheart change Him.
Pray and hope that someday it will heal,
But it never does,
The feeling of being rejected over and over again,
Makes Him HATE all the thing He once LOVE so much,
Realizing now that all of it was just a lie,
A vain attempt for him to pursue happiness,
He wear a fake smile everyday,
So that the society could accepted Him,
His hope and dream shattered,
And all He can do is just SILENCE about it,
But, this SILENCE grow into DARKNESS,
DARKNESS that fill with HATRED and REVENGE,

And, I'm not talking about Myself,
It's not Me,
But someone else in the mirror,
I seen Him grow stronger everyday,
And when the day comes,
When I can't control Him,
Only GOD can help.